Monday, April 12, 2010

I AM D.O.N.E.

you see, i wish it were that easy.
i tried every tactic in the book.
nothing worked for me today at my doctors appointment.
these boys are love'n being in mommy.
they are in NO hurry to come out.
but, it's getting REALLY hard .
these boys are so strong (praise the Lord) but they HURT me now.
and baby A who has always posted up in my pelvis is even further down these days.
so, every time i get up it feels like he is literally going to fall out of me.
this too, is not so much fun.
the sonogram (again, get both an internal & external every week) was the most uncomfortable thing today.
since baby A is SOOO far down there - OUCH.
is all I am going to say about that!
umm...what else.
oh yes, i officially have been plagued by the god-awful STRETCH MARKS.
WHAT???
how can i go 34 wks with TWINS and not have a single sign of these horrific things.
and then at 34w 5d i spot them?!?!?
(this was part of my case of why they had to come out today....again, Doc wasn't buying it).
they have shown their ugly faces around my belly button.
I AM STRETCHED TO THE MAX PEOPLE!
oh the joys.
if i get really tan will they not be as noticeable?
or, since I will only have them for 14 more days, will they go away?
PLEASE somebody tell me some good news!

ok, here's me switching from my pity party to reality - (which we really are thankful for).
the boys are still cooking .
who would have EVER thunk?
back on february 19th when my world seemed to come to a screeching halt.
i NEVER in a million years thought i would be saying that the boys are still cooking.
we serve a MIGHTY & AWESOME God.
He heard each and every one of our prayers.
how does someone not believe in the power of prayer?
i just don't get it!

we will meet the loves of our lives in just TWO Mondays.
YES - i said, TWO mondays we will be holding our precious angels.
that is also broken down to just 14 more days!
HOW CRAZY IS THAT?!?!?
seems like we have been waiting for an eternity for this.
and it is oh-so-close now.
i am so excited, but yet SO scared of the unknowns in which that day will bring.
the c-section has me in a crazy mess just thinking about it!
the anticipation.
the waiting.
the unknown.
can we just skip this part all together?
that would be GREAT!
HOLY BELLY.....

i apologize that i am ALWAYS in the same clothes.
i'm not buying anymore maternity clothes.
hope ya'll understand.

34w 5d
Baby A: 5.5 lbs
Baby B: 5.13 lbs
YOU DO THE MATH!!!

mommy's weight gain: 33 lbs.
doesn't make sense when you see that thing above, does it??
yeah, i'm confused by it too.

garden update: WE HAVE SPROUTING GOING ON - we're totally stoked.

1 comment:

  1. 1. some of the stretch marks will go away. Maybe not all but I promise mine are a lot less noticeable now.

    2. you've still YET to make it to MY weight gain... and I only had ONE baby. ;o)

    3. I can't wait!!!!!

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